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  • Why I write

    I write because I’m tired of the pain my thoughts carry so I try to put it all on paper, hoping that the lead weight might get dissipated, diluted in the ink from my pen. I write because the hurt, the mortal hurt of a thousand billion souls that came before me, who all felt…

  • NYE

    My heart is racing at the thought of a new beginning. And yet, it’s tiresome to try again. One must, though. The alternative is not an option, not yet, not while the pain is bearable. One hopes for a silence that precedes an Eureka moment, yet the moment never comes. There’s no enlightenment, just the…

  • Paris Texas – a painful sophistication

    Why is it that doomed love stories attract us so much? Why does the heart-wrenching feeling of complete abandon and total meltdown feel so familiar and thus so welcome, like a warm blanket, that’s ultimately knitted in thorny threads of human inadequacy? It feels both wholly and damaging, pleasure and pain intertwined. It’s not the…

  • The Banshees of Inisherin -it’s McDonagh’s world

    My dreams are not dullFor my soul soars high and burns deepYet my mind gets stuckIn the mud of mediocrity Last weekend, when I came out of seeing Guillermo del Toro’s Pinocchio, I thought I’d seen the best film of the year. A film after my own taste: full of humanity, darkness, innocence, heartbreak, but…

  • Blonde – in silence

    We live in a world full of noise. In this world full of noise, I found myself wanting to be left alone, to quote one of my betters (Garbo). I wanted to think about things, about creative processes, people’s stories, life, pain and artistry. I also wanted to settle my thoughts on a topic that…

  • The Desperate Hours

    ​If you don’t know who William Wyler is, then cinema isn’t your passion. He is an artist, a captivating storyteller and such a good example against the auteur theory that I’m sure even Godard can agree with. But I won’t attempt to delve deeper into Wyler’s career. That is too great a task, which will…

  • Queen Christina, the superwoman and feminist language

    ​“I have been memorizing this room. In the future, in my memory, I shall live a great deal in this room.” The passionate yet tender way Greta Garbo pronounces the word “room” in the above quoted scene from Queen Christina, scene which was rehearsed and acted with the precision of a metronome, may cause some viewers…

  • 44 minutes of cinematic perfection

    For those needing proof that Buster Keaton had genius running through his veins, that he wasn’t just a comedian “in slapshoes and flat hat”, go watch Sherlock Jr. (1924). Most of his 1920s films are exquisite and worthy of praise. Orson Welles considered The General to be the greatest Civil War movie ever made (and Buster himself…

  • Little Miss Sunshine – love, win or lose, love!

    “A real loser is someone who’s so afraid of not winning he doesn’t even try.” Little Miss Sunshine is peppered with such adorable pearls of wisdom, defining family unity every step of the way, while providing the viewer with a parade of “losers”, one more deserving of the title than the other. The loser title…

  • Call Me by Your Name

    Summer rain, check. Perfect bodies apricating in the sunshine, check. Great characters, check. Great chemistry, check. Great soundtrack, check! Call Me By Your Name will go down in history as one of the most sensitive yet passionate love stories that have graced our screens this past decade. It transcends gay love, it soars above simple…

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